11 Days Out
Missed my morning meeting AGAIN this morning. I woke up at 6AM. I would have been a good 20-25 minutes late, so I just didn’t go. However, I am going to go to one this evening to make up for it. It’s important that I try to go everyday if I can. I’m either living this thing, or I’m just dry for the time being. I’m pretty sure that’s how it is, at least for me, at least for now. I do know that people stay sober, sometimes for years, without anything other than inertia. But before I get comfortable like that, I better build up a hell of a lot of inertia, because I’ve been here before – comfortable, I mean. I’ve been dry and comfortable before. And I know where that took me.