11 Days Out

by erics1100paces

Missed my morning meeting AGAIN this morning.  I woke up at 6AM.  I would have been a good 20-25 minutes late, so I just didn’t go.  However, I am going to go to one this evening to make up for it.  It’s important that I try to go everyday if I can.  I’m either living this thing, or I’m just dry for the time being.  I’m pretty sure that’s how it is, at least for me, at least for now.  I do know that people stay sober, sometimes for years, without anything other than inertia.  But before I get comfortable like that, I better build up a hell of a lot of inertia, because I’ve been here before – comfortable, I mean.  I’ve been dry and comfortable before.  And I know where that took me.