All over the place

by erics1100paces

Wow.  I just scrolled back down through some of my old posts.  I am seriously all over the place.  I’m happy, I’m angry, I’m at peace, I’m fighty, I’m serene, and agitated, I love AA, I’m furious at AA, China’s awesome, China sucks ass, etc, etc, etc.

And every single time it’s like I think that’s “how I really am.”  Whatever my mood is, I seem to think: “this is my true nature.”

It’s weird seeing how crazy I am in cold black and white.