All over the place
Wow. I just scrolled back down through some of my old posts. I am seriously all over the place. I’m happy, I’m angry, I’m at peace, I’m fighty, I’m serene, and agitated, I love AA, I’m furious at AA, China’s awesome, China sucks ass, etc, etc, etc.
And every single time it’s like I think that’s “how I really am.” Whatever my mood is, I seem to think: “this is my true nature.”
It’s weird seeing how crazy I am in cold black and white.