My sponsor directs me towards certain speaker tapes. When I listen to one, I usually reach some spot or spots in it where I say, “Oh. That’s what he wanted me to hear in this one.”
I know he doesn’t pick them randomly. I don’t think he does anyway. I think he directs me to a certain tape because he thinks that I need to hear a certain part to address something I’m currently experiencing.
But I wonder if the thing I think that he thinks I need to hear is actually the thing he thinks that I need to hear, or if I’m just finding the part that I actually need to hear, which is different than the part he thinks I need to hear, or if the part he thinks I ought to hear isn’t making the impact upon me that it should.