by erics1100paces

I smoked pot today, and took Adderall.  Another reset of my sobriety date.  I’m frustrated, and kind of sad.  Smoking pot is definitely not sober.  It’s not drinking, but it’s not sober.  And I’m apparently unable to take the actual prescription medicine as prescribed.  I’m mad at myself.  This wasn’t supposed to happen.  No meeting Monday or Tuesday.  Wednesday I smoke pot.  Why?  To what possible good end?  It’s ridiculous.